I need desprate help! :'(?

Apologize to them.. (they may ease up a little) and talk to your other friends about what happened. They might be doing the same to them too. And work on each and every friend you lost and get them back :) If all else fails get a good hobby that consumes your time, (at the moment all I can think of is hackey sack or string figures) And maybe you could try inviting them to something instead? Good luck.